these days weigh heavy and I stay as still as I can. a new year in no time at all. the thought is a little much for me to wrap my heart around right now. the space I occupy moving into this next calendar is not one in which I feel particularly comfortable or content. I wear my current state of being like a last-minute party costume, unready to commit to moving forward. I look ridiculous and with enough distance I can laugh.
I carry an aquarium of memories and feelings on my shoulders. they swim in their cage, colliding into each other and the glass that keeps them from flying free.
nothing wise to say. words mean nothing. I’m lost and unsettled and feeling alone. all things pass. it’s just another day. <<
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