Wednesday, May 17, 2023

egress?

I wrote in my journal for the first time in four months today. it’s funny to catch myself up on everything that’s been happening in my mind. a very long winded conversation with myself. not much to learn but a lot to think about.https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=1Bttg6oK7RyebJ2Bhbr1-e46e0nGKhAl9
I’m beginning to realise how easily routine can derail ambition to be making time for what matters to us. this is starting to scare me. I’m trying to make sense of the hamster wheel we’re all locking ourselves into. it feels ridiculous.
https://drive.google.com/uc?export=view&id=1l2DVSRLVZivqI2eR31uMnm63DSym8wuU
I wake early for work. music keeps me company on the busses and trains. I think of people I love throughout the day, giving me reasons to smile whilst I reply to emails and try to make myself useful. the pace has changed, though it’s all distraction, as it has always been. <<

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