trying to make things work. I am slow but lucky to have support around me. one day at a time.
I dreamt Eliu visited me last night. she seemed exhausted and when I woke I wish I could take a step down the hall and knock on her door. that life is so long ago, but when I’m with those friends in my dreams, it feels right, as though this is the dream, and we’re all still there. strange and silly and sometimes comforting until I wake up.
committing to a change. I’ve moved before, and no doubt will do so again in the future. I think of everyone I miss and try to remind myself that no matter how things have changed, no matter where those people or feelings are now, I can’t lose what they have meant. I feel pathetic a lot of the time, and I’m trying not to take myself too seriously.
the moth made me smile. <<
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