Sunny etc.

it’s all familiar very quickly. my room is the same as it’s been for years, though we have a new cat. his name is Sunny and he’s looked after me a great deal.

my birthday was my birthday. great uncle Kevin passed away (over in the states), so Zi and I spent time with Carol. Blake visited for Christmas and New Years. tried to be present and appreciate what I have around me.

this time of year always makes me feel uncertain and cloudy (without fail). in the embrace of a home I’m still lucky to have I look forward, hoping to see through the fog.

I will always miss and wish. I will always be confused. I will always have good to cherish and other things to learn from. I will always have more to learn. <<