I find myself lacking purpose. it seems to be the case that this time of year leaves me feeling lost and overwhelmed. nothing really makes much sense at the moment. I’m meant to be finding work and a new home. this is something I should be excited for. right now, I feel detached. recognising how lucky I am to have a home with my family, I feel guilty for being so deflated.
things aren’t really falling into place at the moment. I distract myself where possible and avoid the problems. this is something I need to work on. I’ll add it to the list.
I am lucky and I need to remind myself this. looking for purpose and answers to why I’m here. sometimes I doubt they even exist. strange feelings. <<
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