here and there

living in and out of two different worlds is something I doubt I’ll ever wrap my head around. I can’t keep up with both at once, though it’s nice to be back even if for such a short time.

there are many precious people here. I’ve hardly been able to see more than a few. friends here are patient and understanding and I only truly appreciate how much I miss their presence and love when I’m with them. the hugs are nice. I would like to stay here longer - the time is too short, though I’ve tried to make the most of each moment since arriving.

I’m lucky to have two worlds, and I need to remind myself of this when I’m missing one or the other. there is a lot of love in my heart for those caring for me. I wish I could keep them closer than time and distance allow. <<