there are still beautiful things

the edge of the world

the silk in the water

the people I love

treasures around every corner. I keep looking for them. how lucky am I to be and have already loved so much? <<

here and there

living in and out of two different worlds is something I doubt I’ll ever wrap my head around. I can’t keep up with both at once, though it’s nice to be back even if for such a short time.

there are many precious people here. I’ve hardly been able to see more than a few. friends here are patient and understanding and I only truly appreciate how much I miss their presence and love when I’m with them. the hugs are nice. I would like to stay here longer - the time is too short, though I’ve tried to make the most of each moment since arriving.

I’m lucky to have two worlds, and I need to remind myself of this when I’m missing one or the other. there is a lot of love in my heart for those caring for me. I wish I could keep them closer than time and distance allow. <<

flying home

I’ll be home in a few hours, just for a week. I feel as though I need to be there longer, and wish I could stay. I’m lucky to have somewhere to call home to go back to. <<

picking it all up again

I’m not quite sure where everything is going. the time for decisions is well and truly on its way now, and I wish I could press pause. it’s all a little overwhelming, and I’ve been running from responsibility for my future for so long that I feel somewhat incapable of picking it all up again. I know I’ll have to soon. hopefully it’ll all go down okay. <<