Lewes was last seen by my own eyes six months ago today. the world I lived in essentially closed its doors with the handing over of keys, packing of bags and departure of trains. not a day goes by without my missing this world and the people that brought it to life for me. this period has left a mark on my mind and heart, so much so that each day and night I momentarily wish for that sacred time again. one more day? or a week? or would such wishing lead to my seeking for another month, year, inevitably leading to the ridiculous desire for an eternity of looped time, living within the time capsule of our semester at the grand hotel.
I miss and wish for time and entertain the fantasy, relived through precious pictures of precious people whom I hold in my heart each day. I do not forget and I do not take for granted just how lucky I have been. and I continue to remain hopeful for the possibility of my seeing them again someday.
time continues to take. I continue to wish for more, remembering what I had and constantly forcing myself to acknowledge that this cannot be taken away from me. << x
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